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Daisuki, soshite daikirai, nani yatteru no?

I rarely write in my blog, maybe because i don’t want to share myself that much… (citation needed!) August 14 wasn’t a relevant date, only, I then realized that I happened to meet some people who had a great relevance in my life. I just don’t want to forget the events happened on this day that’s why I’m writing it down.

first, I saw someone who i used to see 6X a week, though i had considered this person as a talented jinx, its nice seeing a not-so-good person in his well-being…

second, the one that I’m really cautious with, having my crush’s and I’s eyes meet… dai! dai! dai! kirai!!! who says i only like chinky eyes? his eyes were so… can’t describe… just the thought made me shiver… (should i think about antonio sabato? there’s no resemblance anyway…)

while browsing magazine in a certain stationery shop, i have my path crossed with a college friend, who happens to be alone, and looking for an ideal card for her boyfriend. we ate, laugh, and look for the suitable gift together (an underwear got all the awards..).

before we went to the exit, i saw my goddaughter together with her mom. she’s pretty wearing the dress i bought for her.

right after that was the sight of a good friend from my primary school days. I’m lucky to see him, since i was able to greet him belated happy birthday…

lastly, while waiting (and wondering) for some passenger Jeep that will take me home, someone had called my name, and much to my surprise, its my best friend’s ex girlfriend! she pulled me along with her search for the perfect transportation, and if i didn’t tagged with her, i might have gone home the next day… i told her some of my sentiments, although I’m quite hesitant to do so, but she became my last resort! she had made my soul a little relieved. Thanks Michelle, you’ve been such a great help…

I’m looking forward on meeting these persons again in the future, but hoping that i won’t have my eyes caught by someone i had laid my eye with. :D
Renn is done, signing off…

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Long Time No Post: Cold…

It’s been a long time since I had posted in this blog, I haven’t visited it either… Maybe I drew much attention to the other (blog) one, but it is not necessary, though.

Today’s my birthday, I never did waited for this day, and it feels quite ordinary to me. I was supposed to be working, but, unfortunately, they have to send me home… ?!? (my service would be needed the next day… not bad…) How I wish I could go eat some okonomiyaki (favorite?) for a change, but i was told to do it some other time… (I have to admit this, but sometimes, the world’s really cruel to me.. :D)

Last night I had decided on something, and I had confirmed it myself…

That even if I’m a genki person, I can be the coldest of all means… Well, part of me is cold, and I showcase this personality very ocassionally.. I just realize that I’m not having fun with this particular thing anymore, and disposal is that most suitable action for "it".  I’m getting rid of this stuff slowly,and ____ might not even to realize it… That’s life my dear… If you’re tired of something… Fire them! I don’t like this thing anymore… I wasn’t enthralled at all… That’s why I’m blowing it out of my life… I can be the coldest and will forget everything as if nothing had happened… Whoa, it’s a good combination… a good memory and an absolute (well, it might be) abilty to forget… I’ll keep it up…

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Featured Artist: Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails

Go to fullsize image Trent Reznor of Nine Inch Nails…

Go to fullsize image This Rocker is Gorgeous… hehe

Go to fullsize image i like his hair style….

Go to fullsize image NIN…

Go to fullsize imagenINe iNcH nAILs…

Birth name Michael Trent Reznor
Born May 17, 1965
Origin Mercer, Pennsylvania
Genre(s) Alternative metal, Industrial metal, Industrial music
Occupation(s) Musician
Instrument(s) Vocals, Keyboards, Guitars
Years active 1982 - present
Label(s) Nothing
Associated
acts
Option 30 (1982-1984)
The Innocent (1985)
Exotic Birds (1986-1988)
Nine Inch Nails (since 1988 up to present)

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NEMESIS

ARCH ENEMY

We walk this earth
With fire in our hands
Eye for an eye
We are nemeses

We are with you
On this vicious, oh
Fight, fighting for freedom
United, we stand..we stand

We are a legion
Voice of anarchy
This is revolution
Creating new disorder

We are enemy
Divided of the system
Crossing democracy
Trading it in this time...yeah

One for all
All for one
We are strong
We are one

One for all
All for one
We are one
Nemesis

A malicious fever burns
In our heart, in our veins
New blood, my blood
Our blood, runs the same

One for all
All for one
We are strong
We are one

One for all
All for one
We are one
Nemesis

One for all
All for one
We are strong
We are one

One for all
All for one
We are one
Nemesis
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THE IMMORTAL

ARCH ENEMY

This liquid vision of euphoria
Living a life on borrowed time
Paying the price of immortality
Desperately avoiding our fate
Lead me through the halls of tortured souls
Alone, forlorn… human dignity dethroned
Forevermore - A life never ending
Time stands still as the immortals keep on breeding

The future is locked within us
All we need is the key
Crying at the fountain of youth
Eternal life is killing me

Triumphant in chariots they ride
On this arena of the undead
Anoher lap of honour for the…
Vacant galleries
Lead me through the halls of tortured souls
Alone, forlorn… human dignity dethroned
Forevermore - A life never ending
Time stands still as the immortals keep on breeding

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BREATHE TODAY

FLYLEAF

You can only move as fast as
Who’s in front of you
And if you assume
Just like them
What good will it do
So find out for yourself
So your ignorance
Will stop bleeding through

You can breathe today

So many lies swirling
All around you
You’re suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath
You’re suffocating

Logic forces me to believe in this
And I have learned to see
And I can only say what I’ve seen and heard
And only you can choose
And every choice you make will effect you
Search your own self

You can breathe today

So many lies swirling
All around you
You’re suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath
You’re suffocating

So many lies swirling
All around you
You’re suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath
You’re suffocating

Breathe

Big enough to fill the void that’s inside of you
It’s just a breath away

So many lies swirling
All around you
You’re suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath
You’re suffocating

So many lies swirling
All around you
You’re suffocating
The empty shape in you
Steals your breath

Breathe

So many lies swirling
All around you
You’re suffocating
Breathe
The empty shape in you
Breathe today

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CAREER SUICIDE

KITTIE

Vindiction bleeds you
From every pore
Until hope runs out
Until my feet leave the
Floor
The first trance of
That too familiar feeling
Smiles and daggers
Hearts are bleeding

Don’t say no
I’ll soon know

Convictions see you through
Are you all you know?

Your faded costume is
Wearing thin
Was there no comfort in
Your own skin?
You always were slow
Learner inside your ugly
Living lies
Tell yourself that
Next time you cry

Don’t go
Don’t go
Don’t go
Don’t do it

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PAPERDOLL

KITTIE

I Look At her In That Paper Dress.
I Wonder Why She Won’t Burn.
She’s Just A Paper Doll,
Thats All, Just A Paper Doll.
I Dress Her Up She Knocks Me down [2x]
They Try Her On For Size, she Fits Nice.
One Size Fits All [2x]
Now Her Soul Is Dead, Now Her Bodies Raw,
You Can Numb Her Pain
Watch The Blood Run Down Her Face.
But Dont Take Notice.
Watch The Blood Run Down Her Arms.
Please Don’t Take Notice.
I Know You Have Her Soul.
(and) I See It In Your Eyes.
She Knows You Have Her Soul.
(and) She Sees It In Your Eyes.
Now Her Soul Is Dead, Now Her Bodies Raw,
WASH AWAY HER PAIN
She Wants You To Eat Her Pain.
She Wants You To Eat Her Remains

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Only Shallow…

my bloddy valentine

Sleep
Like a pillow
__ ___
____

(Where)
She won’t care
Anyway (where)

Soft
As a pillow
Touch her there
Where she won’t dare
Somewhere

Sleep
Like a (royal)
(subject)
____

Think
That you grew
Stronger there

Speak
__ __ __ __
She’s not sc(ared)
Soft like there’s silk
Everywhere

Sleep
(is a) pillow
Come ___
____
Where she won’t dare
Anyway (where)

(Look)
In the mirror
She’s not there
Where she won’t care
Somewhere



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